aku ingin.

aku ingin kau slalu hadir dan temani aku di setiap langkah menyakini ku di setiap waktu.

they say

they say as long as one person cares for you life is not wasted


so when things go wrong and you feel like giving up please remember i care for you

and i mean it

speechless

i feel the butterflies in my stomach
i feel the pain going away
i feel the euphoric-ness bubbling in me
yet i have no words to say...

so what do i say?

love..

love..

its the feeling i have for you

in the way that always makes me to love, to kiss and to hug.

a feeling that that is like the sun..

without it my life would be dark and cold.

why?

why do we close our eyes when we sleep?
when we dream?
when we kiss?

this is because the most precious thing in the world is unseen..

when i close my eyes i see you.

its not possible..

its not possible for me to want you
cause i need you.

its not possible for me to like you
cause i love you.

its not possible for me to give you my heart
cause you already own it..

if..

if ever the day comes..


and you find someone better than me..


just remember that what i gave to you..


is the best of what i have..


and what i am to you


is the best that i can only be..

the alphabet song..

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T ( ) V W X Y Z





did i miss something??




no..



coz i put (U) in my heart.

coupless..

whats minnie without mickey?
whats tigger without pooh?
whats patrick without spongebob?
whats me without you?

thoughts

i miss you...



why am i saying this??



so that if i dont wake up the next day you'll know that my last moment in life was spent..



thinking of you!!

.<3

knowing a person like you has made me happy in a million ways

and if i ever have to let you go i will find another million reasons to make you stay..

Friendship

There's lots of things
With which I'm blessed,
Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue,
But of all my blessings,
This one's the best:
To have a friend like you.

In times of trouble
Friends will say,
"Just ask... I'll help you through it."
But you don't wait for me to ask,
You just get up And you do it!

And I can think
Of nothing in life
That I could more wisely do,
Than know a friend,
And be a friend,
And love a friend... like you.

my sincere apologies

i'm sorry i havent been keeping in touch,
i have no excuse to give,
i hope you dont think me mean or such,
i've just been trying to live.

but if you can accept my sincere apology,
it would make my heart beam,
coz losing a friend like you would be a tragedy,
it would be like a bad dream.

p.s. i really did write this myself,
i hope you dont think its a forwarded note,
its not like i took it off a shelf,
but rather a message filled with sincere apologies and hope.

unspoken

what of a love unspoken?
is it weaker without a name,
does this love deserve to exist without a title,
because i dare no share its name,
does that make me cruel and cold deny the work of my salvation,
because i chose to let it grow,
people tend to choke that which they do not understand,
why shouldnt i be weary,
and withhold this love from man,
what of alove unspoken,
no one ever knows,
but this is a love that lasts,
and in secrecy it grows.

i know

from first glance i know exactly what would be,
you and i have perfect hearts destined one day to be,
the circumstances dont evn matter because my heart never lies,
and if you dont admit to this it is you who will be surprised.

before today starts

you say you'll love me forever but what about today?
as the dusks become dawns ad the years pass on will you love me the same way?
if so let us rejoice and bathe in constant pleasure,
if not spare my heart today and i shall recover before forever,
and if my doubts and questions upset you
forgive my fragile heart,
i just wanted to know if you'd love me forever,
before today would start.

i see

i see you and me
lost in constant ecstasy

sometimes

sometimes when i'm alone,
i cry because i'm on my own,
the tears i cry are bitter and warm,
they flow with life but take no form,
i cry because my heart is torn,
and i find it hard to carry on,
if i had an ear to confide in,
i would cry amongst my treasured friends,
but who doy ou knoe that sops that long,
to help another carry on,
the world moves fast and it would rather pass you by,
than to stp and see what makes you cry,
its painful and sad and sometimes i cry,
and no one cares about why.

Celebrate

Celebrate life
through music,
through the spoken word,
through the splatter of colour on paper
or wood,
or iron,
or canvas,
but celebrate your life,
your ability to feel joy and sadness,
celebrate your ability to feel!
only then will we be free to feel!

why

why go through life unnoticed?

Wants

i want to be the one who makes you smile
but more so i want to be the one who makes you cry